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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

yes.. shaiful. this is the entry.

things were gd.. till after applied mechanics prac. i had my programming lesson and the comps were hanged. i tried to log in using 3 comps. but all jammed up. took abt 30 mins juz to log in... and then, i lost the file tt i've save.. somehow la. so, i have to redo... and i was left behind. struggled thru the exercise for todae... thanks to kok, i managed.

after tt, went home rite after tt... went to the toilet at the triple E block... when i wanted to step out of the toilet, i tripped over a step which i forget. i fell down on all fours. as if tt's not sooo bad, my head hit the wall in front of the door... and next my chin hit tt same wall too. my lips started bleeding. thank god no one saw. when i met up with shaiful, zaidi and jon again, i told them i fell. i didnt noe whether to cry or laugh. but, i felt more like crying... but, i had to hold myself back... no way im goin cry in front of them....

pathetic la... i felt so lost after i fell. it's such a ridiculous fall. palms bruised. rite knee scraped, but not so bad. lips torn on the inside. thank god for no loose teeth, sprained wrists or ankles.

cant reply to ur tags.. sth wrong with taggie on my comp... will reply asap.

Smashed into pieces at 11/22/2005 08:20:00 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

woke up at 12pm todae...

had a late nite chat after sooo looong.. and the chat turned out to be a loooong chat. hehh..

toodles~

feli: haha.. no frets girl.. it's aite..
LaLa: nk kasi aku bunga for wat... tt's for u onli! *winks back at ya*
hirlo: are u rafiq? yeaaa... my workshops are fun.. but the disgusting part of it is juz sth i have to tolerate! =)

Smashed into pieces at 11/19/2005 01:16:00 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005

yesterday:
watched the guys play soccer in sma soccer tournament.... they got thru the quater finals... congrats guys! went home with zaidi and shaiful and hanaa... hanaa and me cracked up again... haha... went to get some accessories with zaidi... he teman-ed me on 293.. talked.. found out abt some stuff. hurtful. but wth.

todae:
poly marina=mundane.
watched 3 videos abt safety and chemical hazards tt could happen on ship. slept while watchin the last tape...
lunched with the girls... met sssri lyn!! and aint her curls are a bunch of gorgeous thing! u juz wanna cut them off and stick it to ur hair. haha.. went to play pool with them. very effortful attempt to play properly laa... met din, discussed some stuff.... went home with hanaa... it's like awesome fun when im with these girls... me and hanaa talked... she revealed. i confessed. =)

i wanna study... i must study tonite. hahha..

thanks for tagging all... reply them asap... ta~

Smashed into pieces at 11/18/2005 08:16:00 PM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Alone in a place
Which she once found comfort in,
Abandoned by beings
Who she thought she could count on.

She keeps pondering why...
Why she is treated this way.
Why she is banished,
Like an outcast,
Like an old rag doll.

She is hurt,
But nobody's bothered...
She does not want to show the pain,
But she can't bear the ache anymore.

She showed hurt.
She flaunted angst.
Still, there was no somebody
To come to her side,
To give back the comfort.

She let her frustrations roll down her cheeks;
Again and again;
Feeling no better...

The laugh and joy and fun
That she spoke of
Tends to be staged.

Her world is like a small stage.
Not wide and huge enough for her expressions.

She is lost
As to why
She is faced with this life.

She is wondering;
Why she is not as before.

She hates change;
But she craves for one.
Every single blinking moment.
She is a hypocrite...
To her own soul;
To her own body.
She's all alone.

Smashed into pieces at 11/16/2005 10:08:00 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

sunday:
jln raye with ssp peeps was super-duperly-awesome fun. laughs. jokes. sarcasm. kiddish quarrels. fake accents. it's nice to spend time with them after sooo long not doin so. it was all worth it despite the pain frm wearing heels and walking long distances with it and havin sch the next day.

monday:
school was crappy. coz there was workshop. it was tiring. it was oily. it was disgusting. and the lecturer's damn arrogant. urgh. thinks he's damn good. more like he's damn rude. no motivation at all for us to do better. it's not easy afterall using the lathe machine.

today:
it's alrite. gitu2 je. had lunch with adilla and arif and hazeeq and hanaa. tas ponned again. haizz.. ape da girl. talked with ems for a while in the morn. planning to meet up for movies. feli, give me a call abt the movies k. harry potter?

he called me back. twice. chatted for a lil longer as usual. =)

drools: hahah... goshh... we'll finally be reunited. hahah..
azurah: slamat hari raye to u too... of coz la happiee..
elfi: tunggu EOTY sale...
zeezee:slamat hari raye to u too!! yeaa... collections getting toot each yr... hehh..
sssri-lyn: hahha... no surprise laa... at least get sth... better than not getting AT ALL!

Smashed into pieces at 11/15/2005 10:00:00 PM

Saturday, November 12, 2005

did some shopping yesterday with hanaa, rash and tas. spent half of my hari raye collections away already. but no regrets coz i adore the stuff i bought. totally.

after shopping, hanaa's bro fetched us and drove to NUS where we had our lunch. heh... the place is like huge. very huge laa... anyhoos, being with these girls left me in stiches.. esp when im with hanaa... haha... i even spewed out the water i drank coz i couldnt hold it in coz i was laughin sooo hard while the water was in my mouth. disgusting, yet painful... so some water went up my nose. urgh.

went home after lunch.... great day. thank girls! =)

had to go to siglap for npcc training.... did nth much. wenta macs for breakfast. im seriously sick of mac. yuckiesss.... wat do expect? ill be eating either big man, mcspicy or mcchicken for lunch almost everyday.. coz this sem my breaktime is pretty short. =(

wat the heck.. juz gulp down the food laaa...

went home.. slept frm 2-6... awesome. didnt noe y im sooo tired. sacrificed the mls outing todae for the sake of todae's training. sheeeshh... these trainings screws my plans mannn... i wanna go jln raye...

tmr, outin with the ssp peeps... miss those ppl. looong time never see them....

ta~

evil teddy: hahha.. yea.. tt place is gerek!
drools: yeaaaa babe...!!!! see ya!
elfi: tt damn comp is cancelled at the very last min... stooopid.
bondzzz: hahah... tak salah kan kalo balik sp.. =)

Smashed into pieces at 11/12/2005 09:55:00 PM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

such an enjoyable day todae.... applied mechanics class was broing. dead. so watever. electrics practical was fun... haha... played with electricity. live electricity. and tt lecturer is gettin more and more cheekier...

had lunch with zeeq, hanaa & al... as usual. kecoh and laughters is a must when this combination comes together. headed to business block... all the wayyyy to the other side of campus for gems. BPS(better pronounciation for better speech) was awesome... our mouths were tired due to the awkward-ness of never seen b4 special alphabets and how they are being pronounce. hilarious, and very enriching.

went shoppin with hanaa.. coincidently, hisham and his buddies wanted to go queensway too. hahha... so off we head to queensway. there's LOTS of stuff worth buyin there... very CHEAP. yani, if u readin this, let's go there k, if u wanna do budget shopping. ;) i had loads of fun with hanaa... we broke up into laughters like every other min. when we wanted to go home, we were afraid tt we couldnt find the mrt stn. sooo, rite beside the shopping complex, there's a police stn. hahha... and then, i took the opportunity to ask a police guy for directions. hehehhe... his name is, btw, SGT imran. i knew his name courtesy of hanaa. mate kau jahat jugak ehh...

walked all the way... and the mrt stn was farrrr.... then another incident occurred. we took the mrt lift up coz we were to drained to take the stairs. then, i suddenly ter-press the help button in the lift. next thing i knew a voice came out frm the speaker "do u need assistance?" and me and hanaa was like..." erm.. no..?" we cracked up all the way in the train. aiyohh... ke-bodohan day la todaee...

hisham a.k.a no-more-braces, thanks for the raye card. appreciate it lotsss... real sweet laa.. =) maaf zahir dan batin, k...

tmr, i have to go to loyang sec for some floorball comp under npcc. after head to sch.

till next update. toodles.

bondzzz: alaaa.. singgah jap je tak leh ke... da grad luper kan sch laa...
khairi: heyyy.. hope u doin well.
elfi: yay!! kiter nak jln rayeeee!

Smashed into pieces at 11/09/2005 08:57:00 PM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

sch was tiring yesterday. workshop was very complicated. and oily. and wet.

todae, sch is more fun... more, yea, fun. had my first lesson of programming. very pening.. but interesting when u get to produce the final result. finally got to talk to the new guy... he's very quiet laa... aiyohh..

tmr gems. wonder how it'll turn out to be...

adios.

bondzzz: im doin gd.. slamat hari raye... mmg da lame tak jumpe.. u never come down sp, mcm mane nak jumpe...
so?: yeaaa... tt's y.. ritee...
elfi: riteee...

Smashed into pieces at 11/08/2005 09:04:00 PM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

i went to sch in baju kurong yesterday, despite the fact tt i need to go to poly marina. anyhoos, waited for zaidi at tamp mrt. even rashidah was earlier.

took cab with zaidi, azfar and yan frm dover...

lect at poly marina was boring...

met the girls for lunch... and then, headed to town coz rashidah wanted to get a tee... took neoprints with those DMTM darlings. we looks real good, babes...

went jln raye at nite with family..

should i or should i not?

till next update.

zulu: u're cheesy urself!
earth malaikat: don't u worry... thanks for taggin, whoever u are.
bored: glad u had fun at ur prom. u even went clubbing! bluekkk!
feli: no babe.. i cant... i need go visitng.. sorry girl..

Smashed into pieces at 11/05/2005 08:40:00 PM

Thursday, November 03, 2005

as cheesy as it may seem, Selamat Hari Raya to all muslimin and muslimat. to all those who knows me,dgn seikhlasnya, maaf zahir dan batin atas salah silap dan tutur kata yg kadang2 terlalu kasar. maafkan jika pernah menyinggung perasaan. halalakan mkn, minum dan hutang, jika ada. selamat menyambut bulan syawal yg mulia ini dgn penuh gemilangan.

ok. since todae started out BAD. coz i was rushed. i hadnt put on my gloss.. i hadnt put on my accessories. sheesh... did all in the car. and my piercings were giving me soo much trouble then. so yeaa.. visited dad's grandma and dad's aunt. had a very delightful conversation with uncle dick. funn...

then reached back home to celebrate with my mom's side of the family. and boy oh boy.. it was a chaos. obviously, i was bz with taking pics... besides tt, there were lil kids running ard... babies crying their lungs out. it was pure madness. pening kepala.. but they were real cute to look at. sth pleasant frm them.

anyhoos, kak lin was present juz now.. gosh. it's been soooo long since i've last seen her. glad to finally talk to her and stuff.. took snapshots with irah and kak lin.

yada yada yada... i felt better when i reached home juz now after how my day started off. =)

im still in my baju kurong/kebaya... who noes there's still visitors.

ta~

LaLa&zulu&ah boi: hey! slamatz to u too... harap maaf dan ampun atas semua salah dan silap k..
zulu: yea2... tak baik seyy.. ill be in last sem too, soon... heh.
feli: yeaa.. she does. BUT IT'S NOT ACTIVE. as usual.

Smashed into pieces at 11/03/2005 07:02:00 PM